I would love it if my wife would cuckold me. I have been trying to coax her into having sex with other guys for three years. I can't wait for her to take the jump. I've made good progress. Improved sex life, fantastic level of intimacy, built her confidence, got her dressing sexier, wearing an anklet... I told her that she is free to take lovers. I will remain monogamous. She doesn't seem interested. She says that she just wants me. Nevertheless, since I told her that she has a free pass, we have been having sex more frequently. I can barely keep the pace. I am having to fake orgasm. She has a desire to submit. She wanted me to be more dominant. She was saying that she needs a real man. She wanted me to man up and to take control. I told her to find someone else to do that. She said that she wants me to be her alpha male. This is something that i have failed to do. She has been frustrated with, and constantly complained about, my pathetic attempts in the dominant sexual role. She didn’t like me pushing the idea of another. She's asked me not to mention other people when we get it on. So I've stopped dropping hints. I have been giving her space and time to the extent that it feels a bit like I've given up. She doesn't seem interested in cuckolding me but she keeps doing things that give me hope. Since I backed off she has surprised me by joking about nipple clamping me, and also about me sucking my cum back out of her. I was stunned when she asked for for crotch-less knickers. I've offered them before but she didn't want them. She said they are weird. Now she denies ever having said that. I bought her the crotch-less knickers and also a crotch-less basque that she looks amazing in. She's been wearing them in in bed for sex ever since. She is cumming harder and longer. Now she has put a stop to any kind of sex where I am leading or dominating. So no missionary position for example. She says: 'You're not allowed on top of me because you're gay.' It's all her, on top, riding. She makes me lay on my back and tells me not to move. She's riding in all sorts of amazing ways and is getting into reverse cowgirl (which she never used to do). She won't let me touch her whilst she rides, unless she instructs me to. If I touch her without permission she slaps me. Last time she rode my cock she said to me 'you love me fucking you!' She keeps telling me that I am a beta male. I remain hopeful.