Sucking Shawn’s Cock-[CS-55]-part-1-of-1

Sucking Shawn’s Cock
Part-1-of-1
 
What’s wrong with me? I’m str8 guy but can’t I stop sucking my friends cock. It all started with me having a huge thing for my best friend Shawn’s girlfriend. Linda was five foot three, one hundred and twenty pounds and very sexual. And best of all she loved to suck cock more than anything.  

Shawn dated her for two years. A year after I got to spend two weeks fucking her. She took my virginity and gave me hour long blowjobs. About everyone would agree I’m more attractive than my friend Shawn by a lot but she ditched me after two weeks.

I got an inferiority complex about it and eventually started fantasizing about Shawn fucking her, not me. I couldn’t explain it, but I envied him for a while.

Eventually Shawn got a new girlfriend and after a year we all got drunk together and he wanted a three some. It turned out to be me watching him fuck Paige’s brains out for two hours. Not exactly a fun way to spend an evening.

A few weeks later Shawn caught me and Paige making out. This ended our friendship and I started dating her for three months. Then she cheated on me and fucked him a few times behind my back. He rubbed it in telling me how he nailed her from behind bent over the back of my couch. I got so turned on thinking about it and pretended to be mad. I literally jerked off afterwards.

A month passed and I miss my best friend Shawn. He agreed to let me come over to talk. I brought Budweiser.  We sat at a card table and got drunk. We talk about girls and sex and how he was pissed at me.

Eventually I asked, “Would you ever let a guy give you head?”

Shawn said, “Yes.”

So I said, “Let’s go in the other room.”

When we go in living room and I told him, “Have a seat.”

He said, "Dude I thought you were just kidding."

I said, "No I want to suck your cock so bad."

He quickly sat down on the sofa.

Then I got down on my knees and started to rub my hands and face all over his dick through his Levis. When I felt how big and hard it was, I got a little bit intimidated because he was obviously bigger than me.

I unbuckled his belt and unzipped and opened his fly and then struggled to pull his cock out of his silk boxers.

Once I got it out I started stroking him for about a minute until something took over me and I indulged myself literally, jamming his big cock into my mouth. I sucked, bobbing my mouth up and down, licked his shaft and even swirled my tongue around it like a lollipop.

To my surprise I was fully hard and pre-cumming like crazy without him even touching me. This never happened before.

I kept sucking and experimenting with techniques until I felt his hands on my head. Shawn pushed me down forcing me to deep throat his nice, hard cock.

Then suddenly I felt a way I never felt before. I felt completely submissive and under his control. Normally I’m very cocky and competitive with him and now here I was on my knees with his cock in my mouth. I felt very dirty yet I was more turned on than I’d ever been.

Then I opened my eyes and looked up at him, as he watched me with his cock in my mouth. It was a look of complete, utter satisfaction. His girlfriend cheating on him no longer was a problem anymore. After all, I was the one down on my knees sucking his cock. I could tell he liked it and it was obvious, I was pretty much willing to do anything for him.

After about thirty minutes, I realized he was purposely not cumming. I think he wasn’t sure enough to cum in my mouth. I told him, “I want to see you cum.”

He started jacking off for me until a huge fucking load of cum blasted up and all over the place. I closed my eyes and let him cum all over my face. He gave me a very messy facial. I loved it.

It must not have been enough for him because after a five minute break Shawn started touching and rubbing me. He started to undress me and pulled my pants down. He was sitting on the sofa still so I got up there with my pants at my ankles and started sucking him off again.

I was on my knees blowing him in the same position of a chick would be in when you fuck her from behind. He jerked me off while I gave head.

I blew my load after about ninety seconds I was so turned on.

I kept sucking his cock anyway. With a girl, I would have been done for an hour at least. But I was so into him I stayed hard. I suck his dick for a while until he told, “Get on the floor.

As I laid down on my back on the floor, Shawn took his pants off and started to fuck my mouth in the 69 position. We blew each other for about five minutes. My six and half inch cock and his eight to nine inch cock.

I got scared and told him I had to go.

Eventually I saw Shawn again and all I could think about was blowing him again. I wasn’t sure how to approach it while being sober, so I just asked, "Can I suck your cock?”

We were in his car with me in the passenger seat. I had to kneel on the seat and leaning over the center console to suck his cock. After a while, Shawn started rubbing me through my jeans. Then he did something that made me feel like a complete little bitch. He pulled my pants down just far enough so my bare ass was hanging out. I felt very vulnerable, but enjoyed it at the same time. Shawn jerked me off while I sucked his cock, again I only lasted like thirty seconds.

Since then I’ve probably gave him oral about five times. 

I told him on the phone before we met one night that I was gonna treat good tonight. But I didn’t end up being in the mood later so I wasn’t making any moves. After it was quiet and he and I were the only ones awake, Shawn put some porno on.

I wasn’t going to do anything, but he said something like, "Get on your knees."

 My pride dissolved and the idea of him telling me this time turned me on at a scary rate.

I noticed Shawn being more aggressive and more to the point or maybe I was getting better because after about 3-minutes he pulled my hair and tensed up. Then pushed my head very hard down onto his cock as his big dick literally pumped a huge load of cum into my mouth.

This was unexpected but there was so much of it i had to swallow it. After he was done unloading down my throat, Shawn said, "Damn, that was the best head i ever had" and rubbed his fingers on my wet lips and instinctively, I licked them.

Every time we hangout now, I sucked Shawn’s cock. After that first time we did it, he’s never gave me head again.

It was always me on my knees but mostly because I liked it so much and that I’m always making moves to give him head. I’ve gotten so good at it I can get him off in about 90-seconds, depending on his mood.

I still get jacked off every now and then while I suck him.

I love sucking Shawn’s dick so much and he loves the idea of me doing it more than anything. Sometimes we both sneak away from our girlfriends just to do oral for 20 minutes or so.

I’ve fucked a lot of girls and so has Shawn.  I’m not attracted to guys and I’ve never have been into anal or anything. I’ve never done anything with any guy but Shawn and it’s always cocksucking. I love it more than pussy. I’d rather suck his cock then fuck my dream girl.

Shawn turns me on so much and I love it when he uses me for a quick blowjob. What sucks is I don’t get to see him but once or maybe twice a month.  I’m always thinking about it and wanting more.

So what’s wrong with me? Why do I only desire to suck Shawn’s cock? Am I straight, bi, gay? Or maybe I just love being submissive.

I can't tell, but would like to know if anyone else has had a similar experience?

“I don’t get to give as much head as I liked, since I’ve started sucking 4 years ago, I’m toying with the idea of finding someone just to suck their dick. It’s like an addiction. I can’t help it. “I’m getting where I’m open to sucking someone else cock if I thought they were attractive, like the Lyle, the black guy who lives next door.”