My truelife fantasy

Friends I am a married white male 63 years old and although married for some 37 years, have always fantasized about a warm cock cumming down my throat. I have told her I want to do this but she doesn't approve of it or any other ideas to spice up our sex life. Used to practice with plastic cock which I really enjoyed but think she only humored me, perhaps thinking that I wasn't serious. Explained that I really did and that she should watch my first time, suggesting that she invite close friend but she said no one she knows.so I asked if IcoI could bring a guy home to make out with and suck off which was rejected. 
        My strategy changed with this so... I asked a close family friend if he would like to have a 3some with us who initially thought  I was kidding but I teased him by asking if he would be willing to watch a video of her masturbating and he said yes. Then if he would possibly consider a masturbation party with the three of us and what he would enjoy  doing to her body, at which point he said seeing her bare chest. I encouraged him to tell me in graphic detail and he would say how he wanted to play with her nipples, fondling and sucking eventually moving between her legs to finger then lick pussy for 30-40'. Told him how much I would love to see him doing that and asked if he would enjoy e a blowjob from herI am a married white male 63 years old and although married for some 37 years, have always fantasized about a warm cock cumming down my throat. I have told her I want to do this but she doesn't approve of it or any other ideas to spice up our sex life. Used to practice with plastic cock which I really enjoyed but think she only humored me, perhaps thinking that I wasn't serious. Explained that I really did and that she should watch my first time, suggesting that she invite close friend but she said no one she knows.so I asked if IcoI could bring a guy home to make out with and suck off which was rejected. My strategy changed with this so... I asked a close family friend if he would like to have a 3some with us who initially thought I was kidding but I teased him by asking if he would be willing to watch a video of her masturbating and he said yes. Then if he would possibly consider a masturbation party with the three of us and what he would enjoy doing to her body, at which point he said seeing her bare chest. I encouraged him to tell me in graphic detail and he would say how he wanted to play with her nipples, fondling and sucking eventually moving between her legs to finger then lick pussy for 30-40'. Told him how much I would love to see him doing that and asked if he would enjoy a long slow blowjob from her and of course, he said yes. Then I explained how much I wanted to see his cock sliding into her eagar mouth and her swallowing him; then how much I wanted to do the same thing to him. I said if he would permit me, my mouth would not leave him for a long time, that his cock belongs in my mouth and he would be able to see my joy by looking in my eyes as I swallowed him. He didn't say no but I was not able that day to realize my dream.